2024-06-02 | 07:25:45 PM
It’s a rainy night tonight, not the usual as I’d stayed here in Manila. It’s cozy, the light of my room is mostly warm, yet I find myself to be in an extremely irritable mood.
I think it has a lot to do with the irresponsibility of someone else that resulted in me dealing with things I should’ve dealth with earlier instead. It’s so annoying having to catch the consequences of what other people did. For all I know I shouldn’t be cramming anything at this point of my educational journey because I’m a very organized and meticulous person when it comes to my work — both in school and professionally.
It’s just annoying that I have to deal with the shit I know I’m not supposed to be dealing with had the person responsible for the fuckery only retained just the littlest bit of good judgment and discipline.
On another, more positive note, I’m nearly finished with Outlive. It’s a nice read and it makes me think of a buncha stuff that I otherwise wouldn’t have thought about had I not ventured to reading the book.